Friday, March 30, 2007

Not Quite a Hundred things about Walter

1. I have a tendency to over think things so this took me a long time to finish.
2. I procrastinate so this took me a really long time to finish.
3. I love my wife.
4. It makes me happy to think that I am married.
5. I love my daughter Alexa Rae.
6. It is still odd to me that I have a "mini-me" running around.
7. I love my mom, dad, and siblings.
8. I love my extended family.
9. My in-laws rock and I love them too.
10. I think I have a good sense of humor but feel stupid when I say something "funny" and get blank stares.
11. I like fast cars.
12. If I had limitless funds I would be a garage hermit building cars with excessive amounts of sweet sweet American v-8 horse power.
13. My favorite smell is "Motorparts" in Monticello or myself after I have been turning wrenches on something for a couple hours.
14. My favorite sound is a turbo spinning up or a car with an nice exhaust.
15. I love watching Jazz games and think that may lead to some heartache down the road.
16. I try very hard to remain outwardly confident and cool, but inside I am a rollercoaster a lot of the time.
17. I am most happy when Lindsay and Alexa are happy.
18. I am very stubborn.
19. I like my job and think that there are some good advancement opportunities there.
20. I got "Country Boy" tattooed on my back for a reason.
21. My other tattoo was a "just because" tattoo and it doesn’t represent anything in particular. It just serves as a reminder of a certain portion of my life.
22. I have alcoholism even though I don’t see it as a disease and it can be controlled.
23. I smoked cigarettes on and off for a few years
24. No matter how long I go without alcohol or nicotine cravings still crop up.
25. I have personally flown a Cesna 152 single prop airplane but never have been on a commercial jet.
26. I have bursitis in my shoulder. I think is stems from when I threw my arm out playing baseball.
27. I loved playing football in high school and wished I had the opportunity to play again.
28. I am currently training for a 5k.
29. I am glad that I have a huge family but I wish I could get to know my younger brother and sisters better.
30. There is roughly only a year difference between my youngest sister and my daughter.
31. I hope to be able to participate in my dad’s new found hobby more and go on some long hikes.
32. I don’t have a favorite movie. I do on the other hand have a favorite saga(s). What is "Lord of the Rings" and "Star Wars".
33. I love playing board and card games with my wife.
34. I hate losing.
35. If Lindsay beats me three consecutive times at a game, I banish it into the realm of oblivion(refer to the movie "Willow") and it is no longer played.
36. I can’t think of anything that I have done in my life to deserve my wife and child.
37. August 12th of 2006 was the happiest day of my life.
38. I love running on my treadmill until I am soaked with sweat.
39. I have a terrible temper.
40. I have a unique laugh that makes people smile. (My brother in law Worthy’s is way better)
41. Favorite color is green.
42. Jim Carey and Michael Richards (on Seinfeld not stand up)are my comedy icons.
43. I am glad Saddam Hussein is no longer in existence but don’t think we should be in Iraq anymore.
44. I like George Bush and I think it is because he is too stubborn like me.
45. I love reminiscing about old movies, music, and memories with my older siblings. E.g. Follow that Bird and Ewok Adventure
46. If I happen to embarrass myself in public. (Tripping) I would rather laugh out loud at myself than act embarrassed.
47. I enjoy the heat more than the cold.
48. Summer is my favorite season.
49. I have never caused a car accident but I did roll my dad’s Ford van on graduation night for a thrill.
50. I have a 51 inch t.v. but don’t carry a cable or satellite subscription.
51. I love gadgets and gizmo’s
52. I like cooking.
53. I can’t cook in a dirty kitchen.
54. I like all types of music from classical piano, to spanish guitar, to heavy metal, to country.
55. I hate rap and R&B.
56. I like being in shape.
57. I’ll never be in good enough shape.
58. I’m too competitive.
59. I am generous to a fault sometimes.
60. I am selectively cheap. It takes me forever to shop for bargains at the grocery store or picking the right pair of work boots but I have no problem eating out for 65 dollars.
61. My favorite meal would be home made burgers and potato salad with my mom’s baked beans. Mmmmmmmmmmmm.
62. I like eating baked beans for the after effect. Haha
63. I don’t think fart is a bad word. Farting can be very entertaining in the right times and places.
64. My wife can out fart and out burp me. I feel like less of a man. I need more practice
65. I love to go see the Mormon Tabernacle Choir live. World renowned choir at my doorstep. Oh so pretty.
66. My child is the most well behaved kid that I have ever met. I don’t think it has much to do with her parents.
67. Alexa has the prettiest hair I have ever seen.
68. I worry about being able to provide for my family financially. It is my biggest fear.
69. Lindsay does her best to make me feel good about my efforts.
70. Senseless violence in movies makes me nauseous.
71. I can’t sit idle for a full weekend without getting stir crazy.
72. Guitar hero is the greatest game ever.
73. I want to learn Spanish.
74. I want to learn how to play the piano or guitar.
75. I want to live my Grandma and Grandpa Lyman’s retirement lifestyle when I retire.
76. My father in law doesn't agree with that lifestyle.
77. I don’t like being annoyed.
78. This list is beginning to annoy me.
79. I’ll call it "79 things about me". Hope you enjoyed it.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

America's Next American Idol

Our Family watches American Idol every week, and we have really gotten into it. Last night we were watching it and everytime someone was singing on the show, Alexa would dance around and make up her own words to the song. it was so hilarious. She was dressed in her Cinderella dress with her boa on and her crown and she was so proud of herself. She loves to sing and has NO idea how off tune she is. After one of her "performances" she turned to Walter and I and said "I want to be on American Idol! when I get older, I am going to go to American Idol and I am going to wear my dress and my crown and I am going to be so pretty" I couldnt controll myself from laughing, she is so funny. I can just picture her on American Idol and unfortunately I have a feeling that she would end up bieng one of the ones on the bloopers part! I guess if that is her dream we should start her in some seriouse voice lessons! :) Who knows, maybe she will be America's next American Idol (and of course America's best dressed American Idol)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Cousins

This weekend Alexa and I went to Blanding. It is so nice to be home and hang out with everyone. sometimes I feel isolated up here so far away from my family.
Alexa had a blast, she loves to play with her cousins. It's nice for her to be able to have friends to play with every once in a while. I'm pretty sure that Alexa's favorite thing about hanging out with Little Worthy, is that they are both VERY good at bieng loud. she enjoys having someone she can run around with and scream with. Katie bug continues to amaze me at how good she is at reading, she was Alexa's personal story reader for a while, and when we left their house that night, she said "mom, can kate read me my bed time story?" I love that she has cousins to play with and look up to.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Our Little Ball Of Personality

The weather has been so nice here this weekend, it is finally starting to feel like spring. It was such a nice day on Sunday, that we decided to take Alexa to the Zoo. She had a blast. She was bieng hilariouse because almost every animal we stopped at she would ask "where is it's mom and dad?" she was very concerned for the animals because none of them had a mom or dad with them. Finally, towards the end of the trip, she decided that if they did not have a mom or dad, then they must all be in love. We were looking at the rhinoceros' and she turns to me and says "mom, are they in love? I bet they kiss all the time!" It continues to amaze me how much personality she has for being such a little girl.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

100 things about Lindsay

I guess since I copied everyone else with blogging, I might as well copy you on this as well!! I have had so much fun reading everybody's list and I hope that my list is just as entertaining.

1. I have never been able to decide if blue,purple or pink is my favorite color! it changes almost daily
2. My favorite thing in the world is the sky. it's beautiful!
3. I miss being able to see more than five stars a night.
4. I think I have way more fears than a normal person should
5. I am terrified of death and worry about it at least once a week
6. My biggest fear is being alone
7. I am scared of people judging me and think about it everywhere I go, just walking into a store is sometimes difficult for me
8. The thought of my parents getting old is terrifying to me!!
9. if there is one thing in the world I could change about my past, it would be to have had a better relationship with my parents when I was younger.
10. I love to read and usually when I start a book, cant put it down until it is done
11. I love to scrapbook, it is a form of therapy for me
12. I cant imagine loving anyone more than I love my family.
13. I will always be convinced that Alexa is her mom and dads little angel, we were both stubborn and stupid enough that I don't think we would have ever settled down if it were not for her coming into our lives!
14. I am extremely glad that I never gave up the chase for Walter and finally broke him down! :)
15. I don't know where I would be if it were not for my family
16. My best friend is my mom, I am glad that I have finally grown up enough to have a good relationship with her
17. My sisters have always been my role models and I will always look up to them.
18. I wish I would have gone hiking with my dad more when I was younger.
19. I look forward to going on more hikes with him now that I am older.
20. I am constantly worried about my weight, but am most of the time too lazy to do anything about it!
21. I love food way more than I should!
22. My favorite tv show is the office
23. there is no way I could ever choose a favorite movie, it depends way too much on my mood
24. I love snowy days when I have nothing to do but curl up on the couch with Walter, cuddle, and watch a movie
25. I hate snowy days when I have somewhere I have to go.
26. spring time is my favorite time of the year
27. I love waking up to the sound of birds chirping
28. I have always and will always struggle with depression
29. The sound of people chewing drives me crazy
30. It scares me when people are angry or up tight because I always assume it has something to do with me
31. I hate winning games because I feel bad for the person who loses.
32. I am the biggest cat lover I have ever known
33. I cant throw anything away! I have tons of boxes of letters, emails, even notes from 7th grade and up! I keep everything!
34. I have O.C.D. when it comes to organization! my pictures and letters have to be organized perfectly or it drives me crazy! I hate when things are out of place.
35. I am always comparing myself to other people
36. sometimes I feel like I am not good enough for Walter
37. I am glad he doesn't feel the same way :)
38. I hate stupid drivers and road rage
39. I sometimes worry that Walter and I will never get to experience the joy of having a baby "together."
40. I love pictures and picture frames! (if you cant tell by coming to my house!)
41. I love decorating my house, and cant wait to have my very own house to decorate.
42. I love the smell of the earth after it rains.
43. I love the smell of cookies cooking.
44. I worry that I am not a good enough mother.
45. I fear that Alexa will make the same bad choices that I did when I was growing up.
46. I have a hard time trusting people
47. oh my gosh, on my favorite t.v. shows, I forgot to put friends!!!! I could watch my friends dvd's all day every day, if my husband would let me.
48. my favorite emotion is laughter through tears
49. I love to release my stress by crying because I feel so much better when I am done
50. I am scared of public bathrooms and i think I may have passed my fear on to my little girl!
51. I love shopping WAY too much! it is therapeutic to me
52. nothing makes me feel worse, than seeing a homeless person and not being able to help them! it breaks my heart
53. one of the things that made me fall in love with Walter was when he gave a homeless man a 20 dollar bill for dinner
54. I love when Alexa draws pictures for me
55. My new addiction is Guitar Hero
56. I hate when people ask me about beauty school.
57. I love being a dork
58. one of my favorite things to do is have ugly contests with Walter
59. I love that Alexa is silly like her mom and dad
60. It is very hard for me to sleep if Walter is not right next to me
61. I love to wear comfy clothes way too much. I am constantly in my comfy clothes.
62. I love when Alexa calls me mother
63. It's hard for me to show people my emotions, even when they are close to me
64. I wish I was better at cooking
65. I hate my feet
66. I hate my skin
67. I wish I would have learned to play the piano
68. I like being at the Fellmeth's when they play the piano, there is something comforting about it
69. I wish I wasn't shy.
70. I wish I would have had a better relationship with grandma and grandpa Hurst.
71. I want to have a better relationship with grandma Zentner.
72. I love that Walter is home by 5:00 every day.
73. I love having a clean house, but hate cleaning it!
74. I love music, and my favorite artists change all the time, but right now, my favorite singer is Nelly Furtado.
75. It makes me feel stupid when I run into people who knew me in high school
76. I would be lying if I said I didn't need therapy
77. I will never take therapy because I hate opening up to people
78. I love the sound of boots banging on the sidewalk because it means that Walter's home.
79. I am very insecure, and I rely on other people to make me feel secure.
80. my favorite type of food is Indian food
81. I wish I was more patient with Alexa
82. I don't know how to be more patient
83. I love to have bubble baths
84. I love to go on trips and stay in a motel
85. I wish I lived closer to my family
86. I have a nervous habit of biting my cuticles
87. I wish I had my long hair back
88. I don't like really hot summer days, I would way rather be cuddled in a blanket on a cold day
89. I enjoy tanning in the grass on a spring day
90. I wish I had Walter's motivation to exercise
91. it kind of freaks me out when I go to Blanding and I don"t recognize anybody. it makes me feel older than I am
92. I am scared to get old.
93. I cant wait to be retired and driving around the country, or camping and playing in San Juan county with my husband.
94. I want a little boy.
95. I am afraid that my stupidity made it hard for me to ever have one.
96. I hate to exercise.
97. I love the way I feel after I exercise
98. I am lucky to have such an amazing support system (even though I never deserved it)
99. I would not be where I am today if I didn't have that support system
100. this list was way harder to do than I ever thought it would be!

Tag along

I have always been the youngest in the family and the last to do everything. I guess blogging is no exception. Once again, I am tagging along and copying the rest of my family.
I am excited to get this going. it is so much fun to read everyones blogs and see what is going on with them, so I decided that I needed to start one as well! Although I have to admit that I was influenced greatly by my mother!

Well, I look forward to blogging with ya'll